The post after this paragraph is literally copy/pasted with a few words changed because I literally am so stressed I cant even think , I was just assigned a 9-paragraph essay due tomorrow and I do not have any grades higher than 65% and the quarter is about to end and if it does with these as my grades then I will most likely fail the grade and not get into a high school unless I get a 3.2 or higher which would be my highest gpa ever by a long shot and is obviously no going to happen because no matter how hard i try, i fail.
I'm 14. I never get good grades. I'm in 8th grade already and I'm still failing my subjects. I procrastinate all the time. I try not to but it's really hard. It's also very hard for me to focus. I have never finished reading a proper book yet since I always end up day dreaming after like 2 pages. It's also the same with listening in lectures. I always end up zoning out and think of something else. My memorization is also really bad. I can never get good grades I hate it. I always blame my adhd for this. Because of this I get depressed alot. I don't think I have a future because of this. I don't have any talent. My self esteem is really low. I'm very weird and I suck at socializing. I get pressured all the time. I hate it. I don't think there's a point in living anymore. I'm nothing special anyways. No talent no nothing. No use in going to school when I'm not going to be anything anyways. still failing. I don't know what to do anymore. I want to tell my parents to stop school because it's very expensive and they're just wasting money on me. I don't know what to do anymore.. There's so much things going on my head right now I can't deal with all of them. (Which is why I decided to copy paste this post) I'm sorry for my bad grammar I hope you guys understand. I have so much things to say but I keep forgetting them so please just ask me questions about anything.
Submitted February 26, 2018 at 06:32PM by the_nintendo_cop http://ift.tt/2Co1fEG
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