How does a disgruntled 20 year old find the desire to go to post secondary education?

Some background:

I've never enjoyed school, except for lunch breaks when I got to see my friends ot course. I've always had a knack for english and social studies, but struggled immensely with mathematics and science, I just barely passed grade 12 biology, and never even finished grade 12 math.

Were I'm at:

I work retail, minimum wage, and I'm absolutely over it. I want to find a better means of making a living. Problem is, I need a grade 12 math, and possibly some other upgrading before I can even consider going to college. Again, that would be fine but I have ZERO desire to go put myself through grade 12 math, I didnt even last 3 weeks the first time around, so the motivation to try again is simply nonexistent.

On top of that, I could not care less if I tried about working for a living or building up a career, but I'm also sick of being broke and living paycheck to paycheck.

So I guess my question is as said in the title, how do I find the desire to go back to school, when I have absolutely zero motivation to do so? Has anyone else had a similar problem, and if so how did you overcome it?

Thanks in advance!

Submitted May 18, 2020 at 06:05PM by Licensed_Ignorance https://ift.tt/2TinCTb