I'm not sure if it's the right place to ask such a question, redirect me if i'm wrong
Hello
I'm 21 years old male, i have no education yet besides school.
First time i attended nuclear thermophysics, but dropped out 8 months later , because it was mediocre university and i felt that nuclear thermophysics and power station job is not really for me (i had no problems with studying there).
Now my parents push me to attend to whatever university and learn whatever profession, no matter what because "it's too late and the time is ticking".
Now i want to attend to faculty of mechanics and mathematics / computational mathematics and cybernetics in one of the top universities in my country, not only just for a diploma, but for professors, community and other resources. And I feel that if I will be trying to study all the heavy stuff, starting side projects etc. in mediocre university in addition to it's must-have work (classes etc.), i will quickly burnout and lose another 3-10 years, and mediocre university itself will be waste of time.
Also i have some fears related to all of this: i fear that it's actually too late, that i've lost starting time and won't succeed in career or science or research etc. and because of this i'm not firmly convinced that other education/jobs field are not more suitable. Also my groupmates will be 18-19 years old, while i will be 21-22. Maybe these fears and thoughts are irrational and infantile, i don't know, but i'd appreciate if you give your advice/opinion on it.
What should i do?
Thanks in advance
And sorry for my English if it's bad, it's not my native language
Submitted July 01, 2020 at 12:10AM by Skeltal_in_Tophat https://ift.tt/31yooQA
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