So, in high school I soared educational wise. I was the president of multiple clubs, I was the Secretary of NHS, I managed multiple events, I was in the year book committee, I even created a few clubs that still stand to this day. Bottom line, I'm looking back educational wise and I soared. Granted I had emotional, mental, and unhealthy stress... if you would call it that. But at least I did good.
Now, I kinda failed college 2 semesters in a row, from 2 different colleges. Before, the only reason the I succeeded was because fear to be physically beaten by my parents drove me to do better. If I got anything lower than an "A" then I would get beaten. Not Black and blue beaten, they would just grab something like a belt, a shoe, a spatula, basically anything that could hurt and smack my arms and legs really hard. They did this until I graduated high school, but they don't do that anymore.
I now realize that there's no physical punishment if I get bad grades and I seemed to not only lack motivation, but I jist don't see the point anymore. Now, I know its my fault for failing, but is it possible that my parents punishments had anything to remotely do with this? I think its a possibility, but I don't trust myself, so yeah.
Submitted October 30, 2021 at 05:08AM by Vegetable-Goat6602 https://ift.tt/3Cze8Y8
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