I'm 19 years old, and i'm currently living in Finland. I go to vocational school 2nd year, but i'm supposed to be on 3rd year, but i lacked too much courses.. I hate my school, we study to become guards, security officers, work in airplane security etc.. Idk why i came there but now i fucking hate that school, i don't wanna become a guard, no never, it was my biggest mistake ever. I took a break from school, and now i get paid 450 euros every month ( i live in Finland ). I'm currently looking for an apartment and a job, but i'm still getting stressed about what the fuck will i do with my life. I'm so afraid of not making it... My brother had this problem but he's wiser and more mature than i am, he quit school at age 16 and he moved out, now he's going to university while working with 2 jobs and he's doing so good, man i'm turning 20 in january, i still haven't even moved out yet !! I'm currently having problems with my family and i wanna move out soon as possible. But the real problem is, I DON'T KNOW WHAT THE FUCK TO STUDY!!! I was thinking to go to high school, but i hate studying, i just simply fucking hate it more than any of you, people say that they hate it too, yeah right, atleast you fucking go to school, i've been off for 5 months lol. I just can't figure this out :( i wish i could just win the lottery or become something famous, but i just fucking can't >_< please don't say you can do it, when i say i can't, i simply can't, i'm not that fucking stupid.
PS. I love money, but i don't wanna study 6-7 years more to just get 3000- 4000 every month... i wanna aim high in life
Submitted October 09, 2016 at 11:34AM by BalkanRay http://ift.tt/2dLDcAU
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