23 and I never passed first grade

What are my next steps in life? I feel useless empty and have nothing.

I have no future and by the time I get a ged I’ll probably be 25 or close to 30

I live in pa.

Close to suicide tbh, not completely related by I missed out on so much in life by missing out on school.

I’m not doing any studying really don’t have time for it and it’s not an option, if I study at this point the little bit of life I have to myself is wasted in books.

Not looking to hear any blind support just honest opinion on what I can do next that might help me a bit

Submitted January 29, 2020 at 12:44PM by 66Shots https://ift.tt/2O92hJa