I left work today around 11:30. Just 4 hours into my shift. I just couldn't do it. It's an autism room and there's one kid who is just... So much... And I tried to handle a situation involving biting, hitting, and head butting and I just... Snapped. I ran out of the room and into the lounge, cried, found the principal and told her I needed to go, and left...
I feel like such a let down.
First of all, January won't END.
Then on top of that I've had a cold for two weeks (not strep or flu)… coughing up stuff, lost my voice, just all around feel like shit...
My favorite kiddo kept yelling at me and being grumpy.
This high maintenance kid started the day off throwing markers at everyone (the teacher, us assistants, the other kids).
The other teacher in our program kinda sorta just suggested we suck at our job by saying that the high maintenance kid listens to them so it's our fault he doesn't listen to us...
I've spent my whole time at home the last two hours looking at jobs on Indeed. There are positions in the district but I know already that the principal won't transfer me... I tried earlier this year...
I can make $12 an hour somewhere else...
I'm just really down. Needed to vent to others who understand. Thank you for reading.
Submitted January 28, 2020 at 12:19PM by im_probably_drinking https://ift.tt/37AxQDh
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