grades dropping :(

lately my grades have been dropping drastically. I have two A's, two B's, and a F. I feel like a failure to everyone. I work so hard and my grades dropping just makes be so sad. I'm a junior in high school and before in the past my lowest grade would probably be a C and I would be able to get it up quickly to an A again. However, now I feel like there's no hope for me anymore.

I try to do the best that I can but sometimes seeing my friends talk about how they got a 95% on their test just makes me even more depressed.

I'm extremely happy for them but at the same time I just wish that they sometimes think before talking about that because it kind of makes me feel sad inside.

currently my family is struggling right now and it really sucks. my dad is trying to find a new job because his team is moving to another city and the commute is difficult in the mornings and nights for him. finding a job in my city is also pretty difficult and I worry everyday. my aunt and grandma are hospitalized. I just hate that this is all happening all in one year. way to start out 2020.

I know this doesn't have to so anything much on this subreddit sorry. I don't expect anyone to read this at all. Just wanted to put it out there.

Submitted January 27, 2020 at 08:56PM by asmalleggo https://ift.tt/38MxkCe