So from Kindergarten to fifth grade, my sister was the one to help me with school. I got held back in first grade and you can imagine why. It's not her fault, she was in highschool and needed to focus on herself. I don't blame my mother either because she had to support her family, making sure we all had clothes, shoes, and food to eat. I just had a hard time learning because I was focused on trying to make myself likable to make up for the areas I hated myself for.
I do think that elementary really fuck me up tho with my education. I always hated reading out loud because I don't know how to pronounce a lot of words. I know their meaning and all but my brain just won't sound it out because as soon as I look at it, my brain just freezes. I assume it's my brain still trying to protect me from all those embarrassing times.
When speaking with family or friends, I mispronounce a lot of words and they correct me or tease me (not my friends, they understand when I explained to them and they have offered help if I ask for it)
My question is how can I improve it? How do I get in the habit of studying and what are the best websites, videos, etc to study with? I already took the offer and ask for help from my friend and she suggested that we'll study together. I'm asking for more help so she knows that I really do want to try and it's for when I can't study with her. I'm also 16 (17 in a few months).
I know I don't have any learning disabilities, it was because I didn't try to learn what I was required in school before.
Submitted December 11, 2020 at 09:26AM by moggie09 https://ift.tt/379kIaD
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