I am completely lost. I’m 18M, and have never done good in school. I have really bad ADHD and meds have never done much for me. I really want to experience school but I cannot realistically do it I suppose. My mom told me that school isn’t for me, she said it backhandedly and I’m just thinking about what my future could be. With my current grades I could not get into university and would have to upgrade, which is what I’m doing right now. I’m failing. Procrastination and the inability to study is so great. My brother says I should do a trade but I know that will lead to straight up depression cuz I really dread doing something like that. Idk. I’m lost.
I can’t help but think abt my peers who are already in uni and love doing that shit in general. I want to live my life and meet people. My hs experience was closeted as I went to a private school with very very little people in each class from grade 7-12, with maybe 3-ish new people each year entering the grade. The fact that I can’t just move on from that fucking hurts. I’m still doing nothing. It felt like all of that shit was for nothing. I don’t have a plan. I dread any plan. Idk.
Submitted May 06, 2025 at 02:28PM by plagueinfantry https://ift.tt/BE5dtJp
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