I need help with what i'm going to do

I came to Europe to study, I was a kid back then and I didn't know what it meant. I could only speak English, (And Georgian) so I thought it wouldn't be a problem, before I realized I needed to study Dutch. I failed my first year, but they let me through to the next school cause they thought my language was the problem. (And it was) So, I failed next year, my Dutch was still very, very poor. Now I can speak normally and communicate with people just as if it was in English or Georgian. I in 9th grade, studying STEM. I already did a year over, and now I'm facing the same problem. At my old school, they mostly looked at the end results, where as here, they look at your performance throughout the year. Your attitude in classes plays a big role, because for example with STEM, it's 60%. Even if you get A+ on test, but your attitude is bad, you will have under 50%. This last 2 months I stepped up my game a bit, did better job at overall with every subject. But the exams are what scare me, I'm trying to prepare myself mentally if I fail. I'm into CS:GO, making entertaining YouTube videos (Satire, CS:GO Skin Gambling, Dank meme-ish) and programming. There are a lot of great places to learn how to code. (CodeAcademy which I started using, in 2 days, I learned the basics and could code basic HTML/CSS codes. And so, if I fail I don't want to go back to school since my classmates will be 2 years younger than me, and it will be awkward. Plus my friends will go to the next year. So, if I do... should I give up? Should I drop out of school and learn how to code on my own, make YouTube videos and overall do what my heart says and what my passion is? Or should I make my life more miserable for myself. My family will be disappointed as well, my summer vacation won't be as fun as it would and overall my life will get harder. I really don't know what to do, I tried my best (exams) and waiting for the answer. I just want to know what you guys recommend. A: Continue with school, make my life more miserable for me, be a joke and a disappointment for my family (even more). Or B: Stop with school, return to my home country with my Laptop, PC and all of my other stuff (mostly collections) and start studying coding, cracking/hacking, become better at CS:GO and make more YouTube videos and try to make my way up like that. Remember, I'm only 16, I bought 1ms, 144hz, 27-inch AOC screen, Razer Blade Laptop Full HD, 1TB 8GB RAM R7 Graphics 4 Core all by myself. Not counting: Gaming/YouTube set up, Gadgets, real life CS:GO knife collection and most importantly, CS:GO skins. This is what I bought by myself. I really need some answers, what should I do, what do you guys recommend me to do? Thanks for your attention <3 God Bless You All!

Submitted June 20, 2017 at 06:06PM by WhiteColidon http://ift.tt/2rTlH6S