I am so depressed, stressed out, tired, and I have just a lack of motivation that I can't keep myself to continue education in private school. I have worked in private school for 4 years and I can't make myself go any further. I have autism, major depressive disorder, suicidal history, outbursts in school (in the past, less frequent now).
My family has called me a failure for the past 1.5 years and I don't have the energy to keep going in school. I would have taken [redacted] and ended it by now but I can't get myself to even do that. I feel depressed all the time and my family makes fun of me, calls me names, laughs at me, calls me abusive, insults me, says I'm a monster, says I'm lazy, and more...
I want to give up, I don't want to keep going down this dark path. I will never be "successful" in this country and I don't have the money or resources or self-sustainability to move to a better state/country.
Does anyone have anything helpful to say that I haven't heard before and isn't just "get a job" or "keep going with school you're so close"..?
Submitted September 11, 2019 at 01:48PM by noodleboxes https://ift.tt/2A8e1UQ
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