Im on an ungodly amount of drugs rn, heres why.

Last evening i decided i would go earlier to bed because i have a difficulty trying to get to sleep, i usually think of hate and other edgy things when im starring into the darkness of my absent light ceiling. So i thought it would be a good idea to take flarnax. well earlier that day i also smoked some weed to try and recover my lost emotions, with the benzos this kinda made me in a state where i was so self aware that i couldnt sleep. so i decided to up the fuel by adding another flarnax. This did not work because i couldnt get comfortable, so when my brother got home i asked him if i could maybe get my drugs back (i overdosed before and i gave it to him because blah blah personal things). I thought ketamine would make me calm. It did, but not sleepy. So i thought, why not try another line with angel dust and another benzo that will do it.

It did not.

Now there i was, calm yet awake. Feeling rested but could not sleep. So well i thought why not listen to third eye binaural beats, that seemed to work well. When i woke up i still wanted to go to school because ive been skipping that lately because of my lifestyle choices, so i thought why not microdose a-php and ethyl pentedrone to regain some focus. However these are not amfetamines, they are closer to flakka. But i figured "i dont have anhthing else rn". On second thought maybe i shouldnt have sprinkelt it with angel dust. Then i drove pretty damn fast on my bike to school hoping i will get a clearer sharper head situation soon. When i entered class it went decent untill i saw i had two teachers who looked exactly alike and sound wasnt manually filtered anymore. Luckily i could still comprehend everything, it was just highly annoying. I knew a man with autism once who also couldnt filter sound. So i thought shit, maybe i have autism. I did get my second vaccine tho THUMTHUMthum (this was not a shout to make kings fly but a sound effect representing drama) please dont ignore all the godforbidden substances i named before, and merely focus on the vaccine. one does not simply inject autism. Funny enough i saw a "vaxxine is poison" sticker next to a can of ghb once.

But back to the story.

It turns out that my class is so obnoxious that a 220lbs bodybuilder on flakka-like substances benzo's, pcp and ketamine, Doesnt even get noticed. Also this teacher was like the reincarnation of Hitler normally, how in the world is she the exact opposite today. Either its my aura, or its just female psychology.

Honestly i think shes just trying to reach these annoying kidzzz, but how?

Im fine btw

Submitted November 25, 2021 at 04:15AM by gilgamesh_Demigod https://ift.tt/3p19VHe