miércoles, 22 de octubre de 2025

i wanna quit and just disappear

im an undergraduate majoring in english. i felt i was falling behind. i'm fluent in english when just casually talking but when it comes to demos' wala. nakakagamit ako ng auxilliary language which is bawal dapat straight english. dapat maganda performance, engaging, interactive, palagi nakasmile... very unlikely sa personality ko. feel ko everytime na magdedemo ako napaka plastic ko. nahihirapan ako imaintain yung fake smile and laugh, fake interaction and stuff. feel ko napaka bobo ko sa part na hanggang ngayun ampangit ko gumawa ng LP pati objectives may mali pa. being a teacher isn't for the weak i know. napapaisip nalang ako bakit ngaba ako naging teacher... bakit gusto maging teacher when in fact mas magaling pa sumulat ng essay at magsalita ng english kapatid ko parang ako pa nga yung tuturuan. my mom plans on sending me overseas after ko mag graduate to work as an english teacher. nakakapressure kasi di naman tallaga ako magaling, di naman talaga ako matalino, mahina ako...



Submitted October 22, 2025 at 07:18AM by Mirai_Strawberry1968 https://ift.tt/4GVFbZi

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