Burnout

Hi, I'm a homeschooled student and I've been dealing with a burnout. I don't feel motivated to finish U.S History anymore. It bores me a lot, and it consists of a lot of reading. I feel like taking a 4-day vacation but I feel that would ruin my education even more. My parents didn't really care too much about my education, so I didn't care too much in the beginning. Now I'm going to be 16 on Friday and I just look back and remember how I didn't do anything for my education. I really regret it, but I want to make a change. I just feel like I keep failing, and I don't know what to do. I feel so stupid. Should I really take this vacation? I haven't been sleeping that well and I just feel as if I need to find better ways of doing things I need to do. Thank you.

Submitted October 23, 2019 at 12:59PM by twentyfive5 https://ift.tt/31FWWwL