Medicine study in Germany with low grades ? (Long post)

Hello. I thought this is the best place to ask, if it's not i would like mods to close their eyes, because it's something i must know and any answer is helpful.I would like to study in Germany because my parents are there, and after exams i'm heading there. I was lost and had no idea about my future until i started reading for mental problems, psyhosis and everything at all. This is the first thing i get motivated to study, until i found out that psychiatrist is something i'm actually intersted and willing to devote 11-12 years to study six years for medicine degree and five for psyhology. The truth is i was always avarage or maybe even below avarage, especially at medicine related subjects. I'm going to finish high shool in 2 months and leave it with degree that could help me find job as graphic designer, website creator or keep studying to enlarge my knowledge there. I never paid attention to subjects like biology and chemistry, because i thought i will keep studying for something related to what i did here. But i dont feel like i'm into it, that this is my thing. My overall mark for the year would be between three to four max at it's best (the scale is two (poor) to six (excellent) ). I overall was the clown of the class, would make fun and still make it through each year, not caring at all. Can it turn out as a problem now? I'm willing to study biology and chemistry before i apply for university and take somekind of exam to prove that i'm not an idiot and don't want to be "avarage" person for my whole life? Is there a way i can do it or just accept that i failed and will never be able to get accepted? I would grab and try my best if there is even slightttt chance of getting accepted. Going 1 or 2 years to study what i was supposed to know until now and paying for it ain't a problem. My parents on the other side are desparate for me and what to study at all the price. Spoke to them that there might be low chance to do exams when apply and it might come out costly, but if it's going to turn around the things in my life it's all worth it.

Submitted February 26, 2020 at 04:14AM by ZexTyR https://ift.tt/3c44Gzf