I hate the social aspect of school

A couple of weeks ago I started my second year of high school. The year before that might have been one of my best years is school because of quite a lot of changes. It felt like we all started on the same level as we were all new and didn’t know each other. But as time went by and people got settled in, into their friend groups and got to know each other more and more I just felt disconnected and almost left behind like I couldn’t keep up. It all went downhill from there. After the summer break I just felt unmotivated going to school, not because I dislike studying or listening to my teacher but because I didn’t have any friends. I don’t have the motivation to keep up the social skills the rest of them have. I don’t care about friends. But being alone in the school environment just doesn’t work. Such a big part of studying is about teamwork and group work. That doesn’t fit me as I don’t have anyone I really know. I really hate the social aspect of school and that is hindering me from becoming who I want to be and making me stay at home like a failure. Please help, I don’t know what to do.

Submitted October 02, 2019 at 03:44PM by martin5718 https://ift.tt/2pm4O9d