I have no clue if this is the correct place to post this, but I honestly just feel lost right now. I finished Year 11 in May 2021 and started at an College in September doing an Level 3 Comp Sci course (Which I only chose because I was being pressured and I thought it would be the easiest thing to get into, I got no help in choosing where to go after Y11).
I just hate it at the college, and I honestly can't believe its making me miss secondary school. At secondary school I had such an good circle of friends, teachers with unique personalities who became memes throughout the school, I was getting most of my work done while still having time for well, just being a person.
At the college I don't really click with anyone in my course, the teachers are all bland as shite, the whole place just feels wide and empty of life. No fun allowed in the class and I honestly just don't like the subject enough for it to be the only thing I learn.
I really wish I had just chosen to stay at my Secondary's Sixth Form, but I'm now scared that its too late for me to join that, and I wasn't particularly the type of student who would get let in because they where academically gifted etc... in a teachers eye im pretty sure I was just ye average student. I feel like I'm missing out and wasting my time, I'm also annoyed, because of COVID I missed all of Year 10 and Year 11 was just... unusual, we never got to say a proper goodbye at the end of the year.
I'm just wondering if you think theres any way I can change this, I know it might seem trivial to some, but for me this almost feels like being homesick.
Submitted November 04, 2021 at 02:11AM by BiggestStalin https://ift.tt/3q3iHqj
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