I’m starting to take lead with teaching more subjects in my mentor teacher’s class. I feel defeated and discouraged with the outcome of my experience so far. The field of teaching isn’t for me at all. I am absolutely terrible when it comes to explaining things and am better at showing and writing things than elaborating in depth.
My mentor teacher has been very patient, kind and helpful. The students are great too and the classroom management is just fine. She observes while i teach, and notices when I’m stumped or need help explaining, she jumps in to help and explain things better for the students to get a better understanding. I just feel so pathetic because I’m supposed to be the one controlling and fully running the classroom. As much as I enjoy and like the extra help, I can’t help but think that whatever I’m teaching isn’t good enough. I have less than 4 weeks left and this torture is over. All the assignments required for my placement are graded and my advisor feels that I do a great job when she observes my lessons. It’s just the teaching itself that I struggle with. I just wish I was a better speaker and wasn’t so overly anxious. I’d have a much easier experience than I’m having right now. I’m just counting down the days and minutes until this torture is over. I hate feeling like what I’m doing isn’t good enough.
I cant quit now as I’m am just a month away from receiving my masters. I’m trying my best to stay strong and keep pushing, and figure out where I want to branch out with my degree. I love working with kids, just not as a school teacher. Any help, advice or words of encouragement would be greatly appreciated.
Submitted November 17, 2022 at 10:21AM by hispasia https://ift.tt/ZyqFolf
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