How Does One Learn By Themselves?

Like seriously, I am at an impasse at the moment.

I grew up being the put in a IEP program at the age of 6. And the one thing I got out of it was academic laziness. As I have grown older I have become one of the first members of my immigrant family to receive a college BA and I have tried to steer clear of using this program in college, because I didn't want it to define me or chase me essentially. But in the end I still feel as dumb as I was in high school. Like I feel I have learned to skim and guess to success, even though I received at 3.4 in college I don't feel I can learn well to get to that next step of employment/education. Like my reading and writing comprehension I still feel are abysmal and I have tried so hard to fix these weakness, but I feel they keep bouncing back at me.

During the pandemic I feel that I lost a lot to these gatekeeping systems America has in place, for example I didn't fair well enough on the LSAT. Nor did I fair well on the GRE, then the FSOT. And I feel my patience is starting to dry up because I share a lot of passion/interest in what these programs offer, but I feel that even with hard work, I am just not getting it. And that I have noticed that overall I have difficulty teaching myself these thing on my own, that I can recognize and work with people to get the gist of what needs to be done or what is important. But on my own I struggle. So going back, how does one learn on their own? And how do they learn effectively, because after this year I'm kind of at a loss of how to properly do it.

Thanks I appreciate your time :D

Submitted June 30, 2021 at 05:21PM by Sire-Studmuffin https://ift.tt/3weJgIE