First year in uni. Hate it and want to quit. electrical engineering

So i was never the best kid in school and my grade were average. But i decided to go to uni ant give it my all. Im studying eletric enganiering. At the start it was awsome. I could keep up with everything and what i lacked in school knowladge i made up in effort. But now before the exams i feel totaly burned out. The past two months my grades droped because the new topic became extreamle difficult for me. I lack a lot of knowladge because i was really lazy and unintrested in school. And now i cant keep up with every thing. Due to covid last year was terrible for leassons. So my uni made it so that incase of a nother lockdown we must do as much as possible before the winter. So the past two months we allmost only learned the theory by ourself and had to do tests and writhing task constantly. In the past two week we had about 14 different test and CAD works to do. I hate my course. I feel deppresed. The thought of uni makes my sick. I dont want to leave because i allredy paid for the first semester. But i fear that things wont get better and i will waist more of money. Sorry for the gramer mistakes. Not from USA/UK

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