Should I push myself even if it hurts my mental health?

I suffer from MDD and most likely autism and I tend to push myself beyond what feels comfortable for me while studying. To me it makes sense - I kill myself, but at least I was smart and good at something. But lately, I've been thinking of becoming a lower grade student, like from an A student with occasional B's to a B student. Putting in less time to have time to do the things I like. But it feels wrong. Should I do it?

Sorry for being an inconvenience.

Submitted September 19, 2021 at 08:16AM by Matik080 https://ift.tt/3Ex9NpP